Anger Management
I'm rather tired these days, yet I see the need to write to get stuff off my chest.
Somehow there are too many things happening all at one go.
My temper has definitely seen better days. I do wonder why I'm constantly seeing red these days.
I do realise that when I get angry, I can actually feel strength draining out from my body, causing my already weak body to go limp. Not to the extent of fainting. But, it's a terrible feeling. I hate to feel that way.
I can understand why many teachers say that teaching is an emotionally-draining job. I have found it out all for myself.
The hard and painful way.
Yet, at the same time, I wonder if I had unwittingly caused my teachers to be so angry in the past.
Retribution perhaps? A case of bad karma? A vicious self-perpetuating cycle?
See, my thoughts are all running amok. Guess it's time to stop.
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